Thursday, February 18, 2010

Morgan Strohschein Fears/Conflicts

For me I`m realy scard about liveing by myself right now. I mean there are just so many things that could go wrong when you are alone! I mean sometimes my imagation will get away from me and i`ll think about sufficating in my sheets. Or even like falling down the stairs and breaking my head open!!! Or also like somebody breaking in to my house and I woulden`t be able to defend my self!!! I mean do you relize how freeky that would be!!! Look I know right now you probably thinking what is this girls problem! Come on, and chillax chik! Am I right??? Well I mean come on, don`t tell me you don`t feel the same way sometimes.
I feel like right now getting married, and haveing kid dosen`t really apeal to my tast right now. Now thats just a little much to have on you plate if you have just goten kicked out of you own house for the first time. I mean I have absoutaly no desire to die, or be liveing alone for the rest of my life, but don`t want to get married. If you know what I mean...
Yet another thing that i`m freaking out about right now is that I don`t even know what my streangths and weaknesses are. I don`t know what to do for a job. Or just lodes of things like that. Things that will let me live like a normal pirson, and not one who will be liveing on the street for the rest of my life. Don`t get me wrong... Oh ya! and I have every entetion of going to collage and, getting an awsome degree. Also being really smart... but, I have absoutaly zero ideas on how to do all of that.

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